"A Distant Commitment"

Inspired by Jeffrey Clemente's poem - "The long distance intangible love"

I don't know if this is crazy stupid or dumb,
but I think you may be the one.
You watch the sunrise
just as I go to sleep to close my eyes
and dream of you and me living happily.
If anyone found out about you and your situation,
they would be filled with frustration,
but they don't understand the feelings between you and me,
and how I'd love you unconditionally,
cause I love you for who you are
even though you live away, so far
I long for the day when I get to kiss your lips,
and I want to hold you so close and never loosen my grip,

"Secrets"

Everyone has their secrets and regrets
but how long can they keep it?
It's only a matter of time
until someone comes along and stumbles upon
what you've done
they're so shocked and stunned
thinking to themselves how did this become?

"Confused"

Am I getting my hopes up
just to bring them back down?
How long will this smile last
before it turns around back to a frown?

I'm feeling you, and I got this feeling you're feeling me too
But are the feelings from you to me true?
Give me a clue on what to do
if I should pursue after you,or
forget about you, and move onto someone new.

"If I Told You"

If I told you I loved you would you even care?
or would I be wasting my breathe of air.
If I told you that I loved you what would you say?
Would you tell me you feel the same
or would you laugh in my face and walk away?

Would it be a waste of time
If I tried to get at you with corny pickup lines?
I just want to know what it would take to make you mine.

"Would You Even Care?"

Your beauty intimidates me
that it leaves me speechless with no words to say
I'm in love you but I doubt you feel the same way
Just looking in your eyes takes my breathe away,
with no words to speak
that it makes my knees weak
I can't stand on my own two feet,
so I'd fall for you right then and there
But would you even care?
would you stop, look in my eyes and ask if I'm okay?
or would you ignore me and walk away, and just as you go about your day

"Irreconcilable"

It's easier to hate you than to like you, so that's what I'll do
I don't mean to be mean and I don't mean to be cruel
I just can't find a reason why we should reconcile after what you
Your brain must be bruised,
cause you must have me confused with some other guy you thought you knew
Unlike him, I will not be so easily used
You lie and say what you did was a joke,
but since you're not telling the truth
You'll choke on the words you never spoke.

"Oximoron"

I hate that I love you,
But there's nothing I can do
cause all I think about is you,
and when I remember
I'm not thinking of you
the thoughts of you continue

You're the first thing I think about when I wake up,
and the last thing I think about when I go to bed
I think about you when my eyes are open and when they are closed
I can't get you out of my head, I suppose.

You're nothing and everything I asked for,
I want nothing and everything to do with you
you can tell yourself one thing
but your heart can't deny what is true
sometimes it's hard to admit certain things,
like how much I really love you.